pity party

I feel sad today. . .I had a lot of time with God today, so it's not that. It's just people disappoint. It is hard not to get discouraged by people. I know we are flawed, imperfect, and all that but sometimes you just want to be treated a certain way and it just doesn't happen and it is just dissapointing and sad. . . I need to stop my pity party but I am in a funk. URGH!!!

There is so much to do I don't know where to start. There isn't enough money to pay the bills and i just want to hide from them. Health insurance is a joke and I might as well cancel it but that is scary! People around me are hurting and I just don't know how to pray for them anymore! URGH!

Okay I am going to go make dinner and hopefully when I see my kiddos face in about 20 minutes the pity party will go away.

Sorry This is not an encouraging blog but sometimes we all need a good cry! I guess that is where I am at!

I still love you, Heather