This week has been really hard...I have had too many mommy meltdowns, I have been exposed to some really ugly things and mainly my parents have created an environment for themselves that is BAD...the reality of this is very haunting and I am at a loss for how to help them. I know I am being vague but I have to be...my mom is a very private person and I want to respect that.
Let me just say that I am struggling to overcome the darkness...to do that I am going to write about things I am thankful for...I have an amazing husband who puts up with my neurotic, intense, and often annoying personality! I have 2 beautiful children who are learning(too early probably) how to be forgiving of a mom that just can't get it right most the time. I have a brother that amazes me with what he has overcome since he has given his life to Christ! I have Lisa, Andria, Shelley, who are so invested in me--I don't even understand why...I have a home that I adore. I am so thankful for all these things. I am thankful for the people in my life who I get to journey with. I especially an thankful for those that work to be transparent and loving and and open their hearts to me.(heather M:)) I lived a life for so long that was secretive and ugly. I need to be with those that can be real and are not afraid to admit that they are wrong!
opps I think I had a commercial break...
I am thankful for God's word
I am thankful for rainbows and butterflies
I am thankful for good music
I am thankful for Flipside
I am thankful for a team of women that I love to work with!
I am thankful for momtourage
I am thankful for my cozy pajamas
I am thankful for air conditioning
I am thankful my dad has been healed physically
I am thankful that I have a husband
I am thankful that I have 2 healthy knees that allow me to play soccer...my first love!
ok i better get the kids out of the bath!
I feel a little better!
most of all I thank you Jesus!
Choose to love the LORD your God and to obey him and commit yourself to him, for he is your life. Then you will live long in the land the LORD swore to give your ancestors Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob.
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I am thankful for you... I've been thinking about that a lot lately. you have been a blessing in my life. and honestly all because I let the holy spirit get me out of my comfort zone... and from there it just took off. we may rarely speak or see each other, but those few short hours here and there have filled up my heart with love and my mind with thoughts and thankfulness of you.
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